Nothing left....

I am sorry but I'm in a very blue mood. It's actually more like....a black mood. I have had such a horrific couple of days. Today was the real kicker! Tanner threw up on Friday night. I know. Lovely. But, he got it out of his system and was done with it. I had a show to do on Saturday, a couple of hours away. I got home from that around 8:30 and by 9:30, I was in bed. I felt just drained. I ended up getting out of bed at 9 the next day. I had the most bizarre dreams so I'm pretty certain I had a fever. Well, DH was up with Tucker all night. Yes, you guessed it, he was puking his lil guts out! I took over on Sunday. Tuck was so lethargic and couldn't keep anything down. Poor guy. So of course today, he was unable to go to school. He had a 101.7 fever last night and you have to be fever free for 24 hours which he wasn't.... That alone wouldn't be a big deal. I took Tanner to school and just as Tucker and I were getting ready to go pick him up, I get a phone call from Jake's principal. He's left his classroom, in a huff, won't go back, is wandering aimlessly around the school, won't talk to anyone, and won't let them get close enough to talk to him.....could I come down and get him? There are only a few words to describe my feelings right then, all contain 4 letters! Luckily, Jared was able to get him because I had to go get Tanner. Well, Jake is home, has been since 12:00 and he's driving me seriously crazy. I think I may be certifiable now. I'm ready to disown him. He's being so mean and violent with his brothers, I finally told him to get out of the house. I need a vacation!