It just dawned on me that I don't think I posted that Jake IS home. He came home Sunday night. I took all the boys and my sister to visit him and the doc ended up just releasing him. He's been trying very hard to hold it together at home and I have noticed an improvement. He hasn't threatened to kill himself at all and he's only threatened his brother once or twice. Tucker, really....nobody else. He's still getting little to no sleep and I've put in a call to the doc to get some sleep aid prescribed. I should hear back from him tomorrow. It's hard to be patient while waiting for him to call.....nobody is sleeping well because of Jake's lack of sleep. I think once we can regulate his sleep, a lot of his other issues will get a bit better. I SO hope we get something for him tomorrow.....I'm tired!