WHY ME?!?!?!

I know I'm feeling a little sorry for myself but seriously, why are my kids still at home? School officially started 4 days ago and Jake and Tucker have yet to be placed in a school!!! These are my two lil fighting demons! I'd rather have any other combo at home than them. Although Jake IS on meds, Tucker is just a relentless pitbull! If Jake EVER does something to bug him, he comes all unglued and basically goes postal on Jake. UGH! I'm feeling older by the day, really! At this rate, Tanner's preschool will start before his brothers get in! Ok, maybe not, he's due to start on the 12th. Well, they better get in school before that? OH MY GOSH, WHAT IF THEY DON'T?!?!?!? I don't think I can handle another week of this! If I don't post for awhile, you'll know that they've either killed me with their fighting, or I've run away and am hiding! I have to admit, I have thought about running away before. I'd go somewhere tropical and nobody would ever find me. I'd be responsible for me, and only me! My house would ALWAYS be clean and I'm sure the white hairs would stop popping up on my head! :::::sigh:::::: wouldn't that be lovely?